Amanda Khanyi posted: " And then she realized that a fresh start was hers for the taking, that she should be the woman she's always seen on the distant horizon - her future self. One step at a time. Starting today. Happy Festivities . Okay, I am like 2 days late posting thi"
And then she realized that a fresh start was hers for the taking, that she should be the woman she's always seen on the distant horizon - her future self. One step at a time. Starting today.
Happy Festivities . Okay, I am like 2 days late posting this but you can never be too late right? Good. So we've made it to the last month of the year. I just want you to take a small moment, breathe in and just look up and be grateful. It's been a tough year - personally for myself. With everything happening, from Looting, which left alot of people on the edge of their seats, wondering if they will have a job at the end of that exhausting and emotionally draining week. To loosing people close to me - friendships. To make decisions and walking away from the 9-5 job and deciding to do something that will make me happy, and make more sense to me. I've doubted myself over and over again but the more I think about it - the more I definitely know I should do it. Deciding on living for myself and following my own, beaten up path is risky. I've always shared my visions, and thoughts with people and I never realized that actually, I have the potential and the mental strength and I believe in myself and that's alright. I may bomb and fail, but I would be only disappointing myself and nobody else.
People say, passion and dreams don't pay the bills. Yet they don't realize that, it's the same passion and dreams that get you up every day to go secure the bag. We all want someone in our corner rooting that something will be a success - sadly not everyone has that person or so we think. That person resides within you, you look in the mirror you see them. They are the only person who truly understands, what you want and how deeply you want something. Passion and drive comes from inside of you. Nowhere else. So stop looking.
So as I sit - 3 days into the last month of the year. Thank goodness I don't do, New Years Resolutions or whatever that people do, thinking they will actually get through them. Life is so unpredictable that I personally feel - that they would never work for me. I am too impulsive, to make a decision basically in December and keep it till the next of December. The time frame is way too long for me. There's too many hurdles in between, then and now. But I think, 2022 I actually might have a couple of things on my plate, and they definitely a step forward to moving in the direction I want it to go. Says the person with the worst driving skills.
The truth is - I have decided to take a giant leap of faith in myself in 2022. Basically birthing new life - how exciting. I believe it in my heart, and my soul. Revamping, this baby is step number one. We definitely have had a good time and a great run, since 2019 with the personal touch. It is a sacred place for me - therefore I will continue with my personal blogs, just with a little spicy and a little more chiche. This blog has seen way more stranger's then friends, and heeey that's been fine. When you are pregnant with a baby - you can't choose who they will look like, what features they have. You just hold tight and pray for a good looking baby right? Well with my virtual baby - I can choose what I want her to look like, I can Manifest greatness into her, I can pick and choose how I want her to be. For her I can learn the tricks of the trade. 2022 is going to be all and exciting.
Decisions. We can think about things, turn them over in our minds a million times, play out possible scenarios, but really when it comes down to it, you have to go with your heart and move forward. Maybe things will go well.
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