It's been a while! I miss writing here, as always.
In the midst of bar prep, quite often, I question whether I am going to make it. Sometimes, the studies get too tedious coupled with the uncertainty of whether it's going to be worth it. I think it's only normal to doubt ourselves at times. As humans in an imperfect world as we know it, we are bound to be flawed in some ways.
Sometimes, when I see how competitive our society has become, and how stressful lives are for most people living in cities, I secretly long for an unshackled life. What is it that most humans chase after these days, I ask. And how is it going to make us truly happy. Most of us are incessantly chasing after something, constantly wanting to prove something to the world. Restless is an apt description of most humans I see. Myself included. It is rare that I see stillness. Stillness that is worth more than a billion. So, wait a minute, I paused and sought to find it. Of course, it couldn't be found within a minute. It is a lifelong pursuit, I figured.
How it all relates to bar prep, you may ask. Well, I think, it is important to keep searching for that stillness and clarity in the midst of chaos. And hopefully, I don't lose sight of what's important to me down the road.
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