Dear 2023,
As I spend the last day with you, I laugh and cry. You have been good to me, I will not deny that. But towards the second half, post-August you didn't treat me well, or so I thought. At first, I was angry with you, but then I realized you meant well. Remember those sleepless nights because of spinal issues? Now, I understand the true meaning of self-care and the need to invest in one's health. If you hadn't given me those moments, I would've taken my health for granted and would've continued with all the wrong eating habits. I know what you're thinking. Yes, I did do the 100-day health challenge, but that was in March, and then by August, I gave up. That is when the health issues started.
You know what? I'm planning to get a diet chart so that I am watchful of what I eat in the coming year. I've also spoken to my Yoga instructor to start with exercises. Thank you, 2023 for opening my eyes to these issues. We listen daily to forwards on WhatsApp on various aspects of health and healthy living. How many do we implement? If not for you, I would've never added HEALTH to my bucket list for the coming year. I know you're surprised that I'm making a bucket list. Me? Of all the people? Yes, You heard it right! I now realize how important it is to set goals and follow them up.
Talking about goals, I've also planned to read more. You gave me enough writing opportunities this year. I participated in blog hops, made new friends, and found my tribe. But then, don't we need to read more to write better? You made me realize that too. No, I won't be joining reading marathons. I have enough number of half-read books on my Kindle. I'm going to first clear them off my way before adding even one new book...Yes, yes... it's a promise! Oh yes, I'll continue to write too! Let me tell you a secret. Finally, after years of procrastination, I'm finally getting a domain name for myself. I know this is not "your type" of gossip but for me this is biiiiiig. So, for once, can't you feel happy for me? I'm also appreciating you so much, isn't it? Itna to kar hi sakte ho na 🙂
Oh, Before I forget, this morning, as a family we decided that before you go away forever, we'll pack bags from our side to be sent with you. They will be at your door at 11:59 p.m. but, don't open them okay? Just take them with you and trash them. Why? Ok, if you insist I will tell you. This morning, we decided that as a family we are going to get rid of some of our bad habits that we have been lugging so long. We thought we would pack them off in a bag and send them with you so that we may never have to see them ever again. I know it's not an interesting load to carry, but I'm sure that you'll be happy when we become a better version of ourselves next year. Thanks a ton, 2023. This will be the biggest help any year has ever done to our family. You will be etched in our memories forever for this 'huge' favor.
Before I end my loooong letter, I want to thank you specifically for 2 things.
- Yes, the soulmate you brought with you at the beginning of the year. We're a happy twosome, sharing our joys and sorrows from where we are, having each other's back, and at times, just being there for each other. I've lost some people who I thought were my friends, but I'm not complaining about that. Life is short, I know. I don't want to waste it by being around toxic people. I want to breathe and be free.
- You helped me use my skills to help underprivileged people. I was quite depressed as I had quit my job in March. But you showed me that our skills are better used when we help those who need us more. Money cannot buy everything. The joy that this service gives me is priceless indeed.
Like all previous years, we lost some friends and family members forever this year, but in a way, it is comforting to know that they are at peace in a happy place. It's also hard to believe that another whole year has passed without the physical presence of my mother. Time never heals, 2023. Some relationships are forever. You miss them, no matter how many years go by. All celebrations seem incomplete without them, but we are helpless before that superpower, aren't we?
Travel safe 2023. It feels sad that we will never be able to meet you ever again, but the memories you've given us will be cherished. You will be missed and I will surely not forget the lessons you gave me; for keeping me on the move and for being hopeful. You made me set positive goals for 2024 and made me look at some important things I've been ignoring all along. You did take away some people with you like all your predecessors did but you also brought in new people into my life, people without whom I often wondered how I managed to live for so many years. As I bid you adieu, I promise to fulfill and scratch out all those goals I've made a note of before 2024 comes to join you wherever you are. And when she tells you my story of achievements and happiness, I'm certain you'll beam with pride...
OK, OK...I know you're getting late and you have many other letters to read before you finally leave. So, I'll end here.
Lots of love,
Janaki
This post is part of The Year & You Blog Hop hosted by Swarnali Nath.
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